Wow. What a week. I cannot put into words how good and faithful God was in Guatemala. There are no words that could ever do this trip and the people justice. To my team members, thank you for constantly covering me with love and grace. It was a joy to serve alongside every single one of you. To the Inn Ministries staff, thank you for welcoming us as family, for serving as examples of God’s love, and for letting myself and my team be apart of such incredible work for the Kingdom of God. My heart and my life will never be the same.
I’ve found God in a lot of places. I’ve found God in a church surrounded by thousands of other people. I’ve found God on late night drives listening to worship music. I’ve found God in the moments where I’ve literally been brought to my knees, and by His grace made it through to see the light of another day.
But I also found God in a small church in San Cristobal, Guatemala – a church that did not speak English, a church that wasn’t huge with thousands of people. I found God in people who lived in homes with dirt floors and tarp ceilings, but smiled as if they had it all. I found God in children who gave hugs like it was their job.
I am sure of this: God is at work in Guatemala. He is in that place, in those people.
Let me tell you about the night I found God in this small church:
It was a Wednesday night, and our entire mission team gathered to attend the church service at the Inn. We sang songs in Spanish and worshipped together, not as Guatemalans and Americans, but as people and children of God.
At the end of the service, the pastor called our team up to the front of the church – we were all confused as to what was about to happen. A few seconds passed, and the pastor’s wife came up to me, grabbed my hand and said to me, “We’re going to pray over you.” In that moment, men and women from the church paired up with every single team member and individually prayed out loud over each of us. The first half of the pastor’s wife’s prayer was in Spanish – yet, there I was, tears streaming down my face. Because in that moment, there was no language barrier. There was only love. She ended her prayer, hugged me, held both of my arms and said to me:
“God has the perfect plan for your life.”
She didn’t know my story. She didn’t know my struggles, my highs and lows, or what brought me to Guatemala. She had no idea. And she will never know the kind of seed that she planted in my heart that night.
Over the course of the week, we taught Bible stories, we played with kids; we prayed over police officers, firemen, each other, complete strangers, and anyone who would allow us to do so. We loved as hard as we could, and we ventured into the uncomfortable all for the chance of planting even one seed of faith.
As I sat in that church on Wednesday night, God put something on my heart:
You don’t need a huge church or thousands of people worshipping next to you to feel His presence. You don’t even have to understand the music or what the people around you are saying. God’s presence is wherever you are, so long as you are willing to sit still for a moment and listen for His voice. In fact, we don’t ever have to “find” God. It’s always me, it’s always each and every one of us that really needs to be found.
God found me, in that church, that night. He found me in the Spanish worship songs that I could not understand. He found me through the people who so fearlessly poured into me and loved me day in and day out. He found me in the hugs from strangers who treated me like family. He found me — through a single moment, and a single seed planted in love and faith, in those eight simple words: “God has the perfect plan for your life.”
That’s the thing — sometimes God sends us somewhere for a single moment. Sometimes we need to experience that moment ourselves, and sometimes we are the vessels for other people to experience it. Maybe God sent me to Guatemala just to hear those words — maybe my trip was meant for that one moment. Maybe I planted seeds in others while I was there, too.
I won’t ever know, and that’s the beauty of it. I can rest in knowing that God is working beyond what I or any of us can see, in my own life and in the lives of others. God planted a seed in my heart, and although I do not know what will come of it, I do know that a seed planted in love and faith will never die. That seed will always grow into something that is beyond what any of us could ever imagine.
Wherever you go, plant seeds. Plant seeds of love, of faith, of hope. Whether it’s in a stranger you pass by on the street, your family, your city, another state, or even a different country — Live your life in a way that shows never-ending grace and love to those around you. You never know what God can do with one seed planted in faith.
And all it takes, is a single moment.
– J.E.H.